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Well guys, i'm home from Arnold ! I can't believe that spring break is almost over :( how sad. but what is even more sad is someone that i have known since kindergarten commited suicide on thursday. her name was denise, & she shot herself. she was only 15. it is so sad. she had so much to live for :( to think i tried to commit suicide before, i mean what was i thinking ? in ways i'm mad at denise because she hurt so many people with what she did. & how theh eck did she get access to a gun anyway !? weirddd. i wonder if someone in her family owns one or something ? idk.

next week is tech for miss nelson so come see us perform ! if you want tickets, call the community center. you can look it up somewhere i'm sure ! i am getting nervous about it. i love acting & all it's just without that med i was on, it's so much harder & everything to be on stage without getting nervous lol. but i guess that is normal right ?

anyway, lately i have been crushing on both mitchel musso & jason dolley major :) also josh holloway but that's just something i can only dream about because he is married. dangit lol. i love mitchel. he is so funny & i love his hair. we seem to have lots in common too but i think i have more in common with jason dolley. because we both are christian he seems like someone my mama would approve of :)

well right now i'm at grandmas & papas. it's very relaxing except i am obsessing over lost :) i can't wait until tuesday for my shows to start ! on tuesday it's house, then bones, then LOST, and then smallville. awesome ! & then on friday is degrassi. too cool :) well, i'm gonna go. i`ll talk to you guys later. if anyone even reads this ? aha. byeee <3